One Dream - One Day

by Tara Sun

CHAPTER 1

The doorbell buzzed and Sandra heaved herself off the couch and made her way down the hall to the front door. She made one quick stop in the bathroom and turned on the tap closing the door behind her. Grabbing her purse from the hallway table she peered through the peephole and took a deep breath. She put a smile on her face, yelled behind her "I've got it!" and opened the door.

He stood there in his orange jacket and cap, holding the box in front of him, almost like a weapon, "that'll be sixteen dollars" he said barely making eye contact. Sandra took a crumpled twenty from her purse and handed it to him in exchange for the pizza. She looked down the hallway quickly, "my boyfriend is in the bathroom". Pizza-boy looked confused and merely nodded.

Smiling broadly she thanked him and closed the door shouting down the hallway, "dinner's here love!"

Making her way towards the tiny kitchen she opened the bathroom door and shut off the tap. In the tiny kitchen she grabbed two cans of diet pop and a roll of paper towel and returned full circle to the well-worn couch molded now to her fleshy behind.

Within thirty minutes, two pop cans and a pizza box lay vacant at her side, much like the look on her face......."why did i do that?" The inner criticism began,

"I wasn't hungry, I didn't need a whole pizza."
"I'm such a loser."
"I'm fat and I have no will power."
"I'm ugly and fat and no one loves me."

After a thunderous burp she wiped the tears from her eyes and pushed herself off the couch, knees creaking and complaining. Sitting down at an old computer, she turned it on and opened up the instant messenger program. In an instant there was a beep,

Sam38293829: hiya sexy
Sandy1963: hi Sam! How r u?
Sam38293829: good and u?
Sandy1963: feeling a bit down I'm afraid
Sam38293829: awww sweetheart why? You tell old Sam all about it.
Sandy1963: just feeling sorry for myself. I gained another 2 lbs.
Sam38293829: but darling, that's wonderful.u know the more of you there is the more I luv you
Sandy1963: really Sam? Do you really?
Sam38293829: of course gorgeous . how many times do I have to tell u how sexy u r . the thought of all those folds just make me so hot
Sandy1963: oh Sam, you do know how to make me feel better
Sam38293829: good sweetheart, so do u have any more pics for me?
Sandy1963: no but I can take some more . when are you coming here to meet me?
Sam38293829: working on it babe . but gotta go right now . luv ya babe
Sandy1963: oh ok, bye Sam

Another beep and a new window popped up,

69denverbbwlvr: hey beautiful
Sandy1963: hi, do I know you?
69denverbbwlvr: I saw your profile online. Your pic was so sexy. Do you have any more?
Sandy1963: thank you J I have a few other pics
69denverbbwlvr: send them to me honey
Sandy1963: ok here they come
69denverbbwlvr: oh baby yes, you are so hot, got any with less clothes? Lol
Sandy1963: um yes, do you really want to see them? I'm fat you know
69denverbbwlvr: I know! I love the fat women. You make me so horny. Do you have a cam?
Sandy1963: yes I have a cam

Sandra continued the conversation and turned on her cam. Shortly thereafter 69denverbbwlvr logged off satisfied. Sandra felt conflicted though. It was nice to know that men found her attractive and sexy but she also felt used. She turned off the computer and grabbed a few more cans of pop from the kitchen before settling down on the couch to watch her favorite Keanu Reeves movie, The Lakehouse. Another Saturday night at home alone.

Two hours later Sandra groaned as she forced herself off of the couch and took a glass of milk and some cookies to bed with her.

Settling down under the thick covers, her mind began to wander. "I just want to be loved", she thought with a heavy sigh. "Is that so bad?" Turning over and fluffing the pillow beneath her head of dark curls she made another sigh and drifted off to sleep.

The computer beeped and a message window popped up,

Sexybbwlvr : Hello beautiful. How are you today?
Sandy1963 : Hello darling. I'm wonderful now you are online. How are you?
Sexybbwlvr : I have good news for you sugar.
Sandy1963 : Oh what is that?
Sexybbwlvr : We've had some technical difficulties so we've got about 5 days off while they fix it. I'm coming up for a visit. Plane is booked, leaving in about 30 minutes.
Sandy1963 : Oh Keanu, I am so happy!! I miss you so much.
Sexybbwlvr : I miss you too but I'll be there in about 4 hours. Gotta run, see you soon oh sexy goddess!
Sandy1963 : See you soon my lover.

Sandra jumped up surprisingly fast for someone of her girth and began tidying up the apartment before going to take a long hot shower. Four hours and fifteen minutes later there is an excited knock on the door. Fixing her hair one more time, Sandra opens the door and laughs with delight as her famous lover bounds into the room and grabs her into a big bear hug, "damn you feel so good! Have you gained weight?"

Pleased, Sandra closes the door and kisses him passionately before taking his hand and leading him down the hall to the bedroom. "I have, do you like it?" she asks twirling around for him.

Growling with delight Keanu grabs her close and begins fondling all the folds and mounds of fat, "You are the most incredible, most beautiful woman I have ever met. Now get those clothes off and climb into bed. I only have 5 days!!" A few hours later, lying in each other's arms he brings up "the subject" yet again, "Darling Sandy, won't you come back with me?"

Running her fingers up and down his smooth chest she sighs, "You know I can't. I couldn't bear it if I ruined your career somehow. And you know what the media would start saying if they found out! I just couldn't take the ridicule. I'm quite happy having you all to myself right now."

Kissing the top of her head he smiles, "Whatever you wish my goddess. Now kiss me again."

Smiling in her sleep, Sandra rolls over and begins snoring loudly.